aria / spades / mocha

personality: cringe
history: embarrassing

this carrd ( and my about carrd ) is also rambly and long as fuck and i've had this fucking thing since like 2019 or 2018 and i would make a new one thats more like, quickly readable, but i am way too demotivated and i'm also mentally ill and can't shut the fuck up sosome of the dni is slightly outdated but most of it is fine just tldr dont interact if you're proship, terf and things similar and also if you're bigoted bc obviously , fakeclaim / r gatekeepy abt mental illness esp sdx esp esp did/osdd , and stuff like that. i'll just go over a few things rq and you prob dont need to read the full dni if you just read this summary but idk.for the most part i dont care what you identify as bc i think most sexualities and experiences are valid sexuality and gender is fluid and can change very easily etc etc sexual and romantic attraction are different obviously etc etc . im genderfluid(?) and have did and am pan and maybe ace or aro??? idk?? so i know the most of it. not the most but yk what i mean. also xenogenders and neopronouns are sexy and cool and i use themexceptions being the obvious shit that is made as bait ( eg; superstraight ) or shit that is a fetish or a philia ( eg pedophiles and beastiality trying to wiggle their way in when they dont have any right to ).although i do have some opinions like not liking cis ( esp cis+white/abled ) people ( it almost feels like an inherent defense mechanism when ur trans im sorry i guess ) you're fine to interact im just always kind of on edge w cis ppl at least initially bc ive been essentially fucked over by so many ( now ex ) "friends" who r cis mostly for exclusionist or transphobic viewpoints lmaoand idk, i dont like the blue/white/green listerine mlm flag but im mlm ( technically nblm but its easier to say mlm + it shouldnt matter to you ) so i think thats fine. even without the drama surrounding it which does add to it, it just fucking looks ugly but im not going to kill you for liking it But i will be wary arnd you bc most ppl who use that flag r kinda. idk. also yes this is for every iteration of the flag because all iterations barely change jack shit and dont change the colors being ass. so if you really hate me not liking a specific version of a flag for an identity i fall under and that upsets you then ... idk what to say to you .if you wonder i just use the gay flag for mlm characters bc most of mine just use the bi or gay flag depending on orientation, but ive tried my hand at an mlm flag a number of times so i might just use a personally designed one bc thats cool of me i think. also the red/purple/orange(???) one is fine i think so if i have to use it id prob use tht oneplease dear god dont jokingly be aggressive w me if we dont know eachother. or even if we do sometimes idkif i follow someone shitty or do something shitty it is almost definitely unintentionally please tell me before beating my ass in the qrts i am usually not aware, but i try to be very open minded and sensiblei dont like to actually talk about or see some things on some specific """discourse""" topics . please do not come directly at me with that shit. this is a little vague but i dont want to say the specific ones i dont like thinking about too muchif anything w my dni conflicts w this then obviously take this one before the long rambly one bc this is recent-er . ok im done now you can go if u want__i usually say on twitter if it updates with anything actually importantthe only thing thats really neccessary to read is the DNI if you dont care much abt the other stuffmost of the important shit is in my twitter bio already , if you came here from that . So . anyways i will leave you to explore this jungle of info if you desire !