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this carrd ( and my about carrd ) is also rambly and long as fuck and i've had this fucking thing since like 2019 or 2018 and i would make a new one thats more like, quickly readable, but i am way too demotivated and i'm also mentally ill and can't shut the fuck up sosome of the dni is slightly outdated but most of it is fine just tldr dont interact if you're proship, terf and things similar and also if you're bigoted bc obviously , fakeclaim / r gatekeepy abt mental illness esp sdx esp esp did/osdd , and stuff like that. i'll just go over a few things rq and you prob dont need to read the full dni if you just read this summary but idk.for the most part i dont care what you identify as bc i think most sexualities and experiences are valid sexuality and gender is fluid and can change very easily etc etc sexual and romantic attraction are different obviously etc etc . im genderfluid(?) and have did and am pan and maybe ace or aro??? idk?? so i know the most of it. not the most but yk what i mean. also xenogenders and neopronouns are sexy and cool and i use themexceptions being the obvious shit that is made as bait ( eg; superstraight ) or shit that is a fetish or a philia ( eg pedophiles and beastiality trying to wiggle their way in when they dont have any right to ).although i do have some opinions like not liking cis ( esp cis+white/abled ) people ( it almost feels like an inherent defense mechanism when ur trans im sorry i guess ) you're fine to interact im just always kind of on edge w cis ppl at least initially bc ive been essentially fucked over by so many ( now ex ) "friends" who r cis mostly for exclusionist or transphobic viewpoints lmaoand idk, i dont like the blue/white/green listerine mlm flag but im mlm ( technically nblm but its easier to say mlm + it shouldnt matter to you ) so i think thats fine. even without the drama surrounding it which does add to it, it just fucking looks ugly but im not going to kill you for liking it But i will be wary arnd you bc most ppl who use that flag r kinda. idk. also yes this is for every iteration of the flag because all iterations barely change jack shit and dont change the colors being ass. so if you really hate me not liking a specific version of a flag for an identity i fall under and that upsets you then ... idk what to say to you .if you wonder i just use the gay flag for mlm characters bc most of mine just use the bi or gay flag depending on orientation, but ive tried my hand at an mlm flag a number of times so i might just use a personally designed one bc thats cool of me i think. also the red/purple/orange(???) one is fine i think so if i have to use it id prob use tht oneplease dear god dont jokingly be aggressive w me if we dont know eachother. or even if we do sometimes idkif i follow someone shitty or do something shitty it is almost definitely unintentionally please tell me before beating my ass in the qrts i am usually not aware, but i try to be very open minded and sensiblei dont like to actually talk about or see some things on some specific """discourse""" topics . please do not come directly at me with that shit. this is a little vague but i dont want to say the specific ones i dont like thinking about too muchif anything w my dni conflicts w this then obviously take this one before the long rambly one bc this is recent-er . ok im done now you can go if u want__i usually say on twitter if it updates with anything actually importantthe only thing thats really neccessary to read is the DNI if you dont care much abt the other stuffmost of the important shit is in my twitter bio already , if you came here from that . So . anyways i will leave you to explore this jungle of info if you desire !

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DO NOT FOLLOW IF:

this is outdated. just read the blurb at the starting page for the most part.

( this is more of a reccommendation, because obviously, you still have the power to follow this is more of just "things i block people for" and also "opinions i have". no i dont care if you think its petty to have a dni its the internet ppl can block who they want lol )( also mostly do not follow rather than do not interact )( by the way dni is at the top of this, triggers are at the end of this, and before you follow is in the middle. i ramble a lot i am so sorry. )

- the usual ( bigoted shit mainly but rq, racist, antisemetic, lgbtqa+phobic ( including exclusionists , unless its abt b/p lesbians or superstraight and shit like tht ) and you can prob assume the rest . )- pedophile / ""MAP"" / babyfurs / etc- ships / supports / participates in incest, pedophilia, beastiality, etc, fictional or not .- victim-blamer- pro-shipper / anti-anti / fandom mom / weirdos who want to write pedophilia and shit to get off / whatever u guys call it again ( if you think that if something is fictional it's fine even if it's illegal IRL, usually involving shipping things. like thinking shipping incest and pedophilia is ok bc its fictional basically )- describing yourself as "problematic" or "controversial" in your bio. isn't 100% a dni thing but you know, people who do this r usually. Like That.- LGBTQA+ exclusionist / phobic ( tl;dr against he/him lesbians, pan / bi people, she/her gays, xenogenders / neopronouns, nb gays / lesbians, ace/arophobic / exclus, etc. i'm literally nb pan i dont like my identity being debated abt constantly )- if your like... weird about people having dni/byf's and weird about ppls freedom to block others and complain abt it often then. probably don't follow me lmao- uses slurs or offensive jokes that you CANNOT reclaim ( even if you can please just Do Not )- kind of an addon of the previous, but uses any gross transphobic slurs or fetish terms ( eg; tr/p, f/mboy, s/ssy, etc . no . even if you can reclaim them just like . No . )( adding onto this mainly if you use it for people or characters without asking. i feel like the only good time to actually use it is if someone preferably who can reclaim it actively wants you to call them that ig but still iffy and im uncomfortable w it personably dont call my ocs it istfg + almost all of these terms feel inherently sexual to me since they were popularized via porn and it almost always means you want to fuck whoever you call it and i dont need to know that )( also s/ssy, which im censoring for consistencies sake is mostly fine but you know. when its used in the weird porn way its essentially the same word as the others )- also using "loli/shota" and shit like that too- thinks reverse oppression exists or is a good argument against things ( eg believes reverse-racism, cis/hetphobia exist, etc. also if you're ALM bc its made as a counter-argument to BLM and most ALM people dont actually believe all lives matter they just do it as a counterargument and its dumb, dont speak over blm or black people please . or like. any minority on their own issues )- fujoshi / fudanshi / theres a third name i think but idk wht its called ( tl;dr if you fetishize lgbtqa+ relationships in general i Hate You. i know fujoshis arent inherently bad ( i think? ) but know i mean the ppl who only consume nsfw lgbt content or yaoi or smth and fetishize it to hell and back esp/mainly if u r cishet.im p sure these terms originally meant something else but the point is if u self-identify with the term chances r ur prob fetishizing smth since they now mean a woman who basically fetishizes mlm content and a man who basically fetishizes wlw content iirc. . . . )- 18+ account, rbs / likes nsfw often ( jokes are fine but i mean actual serious nsfw text or images / drawings ), or shamelessly addicted to porn / nsfw on main. i'm a minor so the reasons obvious, but also even if i werent i only want to look at nsfw content if i were to actively search it out i dont want that shit in my day to day usually lmao- obviously . just in general, bigots in any form- anti-self dx. ( i literally self-dx or theorize on what i have, plus sometimes people in the field who diagnose you will literally get it wrong or work on stereotypes. + if you're afab, black, or tbh any minority you'll probably get a fucked-up diagnosis. although obviously i do my research on the things i suspect i have and dont just base it off of like 3 things. )- this isnt really a dni thing but just a heads up i'll prob unfollow you if you post h*zbin hotel stuff. i literally just am not interested in seeing it and dislike everything abt it . im just exhausted of seeing hazbin and by extension vivziepops content and actively attempt to avoid it- if you dislike whatever im currently hyperfixating on this is more of a before you follow thing but probably dont follow me? i likely wont tag hyperfixations, bc i just talk about thm a lot or tend to. ( unless its problematic . )- vagues people negatively often, mainly your own friends / followers / mutuals because it makes me really fucking anxious !w me i literally like never vague my followers if im vaguing someone its usually a shitty ex friend, of which there are many, for clarification + often times ill just say their fucking name bc i have them all blocked neways

tbh you still can technically follow me on sites even if you follow these criterias just do not expect me to follow back or expect me to softblock if i see you doing these oftenofc if you've done any of these in the past and don't now or get intrusive thoughts about any your fine i was gross and more insensitive in the past and intrusive thoughts usually aren't things you likeidrc if you block me i'll only be confused for like a half-second, unless your close to me or are a mutual then that reaction will be larger obviously jfkcdkcmd.. if you sb to break the mutual i'd prefer if you tell me why bc i really prefer communication over these thingz but it isn't required i guessi pretty much never know if someone i follow / rt/rb / like from is a bad or possibly questionable person, i usually skim over profiles i rb/rt from to check their byf and their account in general mostly, please tell me if someone i interact with fits my dni criteria or has done bad shit and hasn't apologizedto add onto this, if i do something bad please tell me. vaguing me just makes me more anxious and i always prefer to improve over my actions. i literally got blocked by a previously very close friendgroup for a reason i didnt fucking know, they all ignored me and my other friends who they also blocked, and i had a breakdown over it

as of recent i have a list of all my twitter followers and mutuals triggers on my priv discord so i remember them all. im not too good at remembering everything, so please slap me if i get smth wrong so i remember it better.also i can TALK about dni stuff or my triggers/squicks but usually only negatively or in rant format.if i forgot any typical DNI criteria probably just auto-assume that i dont like those either ? also yes i know that bigots arent going to magically go away, most people just put shit like that in their dni to tell you their beliefs and what theyd block people for.if you're unsure if you'd be a part of my dni criteria for a specific thing thts not here or not specified u can ask if u want.now, i block people very liberally esp on twitter ( because god its easier on twitter and people are more irritating there ) so..if you believe you do not follow my DNI you can send me a curiouscat anon with your username asking me to unblock you. i might if i deem it ok. admittedly i block so many people that sometimes i literally go on someones page, have them blocked, and have no idea why ( likely due to their replies on a tweet or smth which sucks that i can never see where i blocked someone specifically because i often dont remember why. )by the way, once again, if i am following anyone problematic i am not aware of it so please inform me. ( via mention or dm or otherwise )if i follow you then unfollow like quickly after its prob bc i realized you had a carrd that i didnt read ( so if i refollow you after its that ) or i may be in one of your dni criterias, or you may be in one of mine and i didnt notice right away.

_before you follow
( and other stuff )- my priv on twitter is @hiphopchrrypop ( the @ and layout and typing style change based on hyperfixation ) but note that i talk about whatever my hyperfixation ( which is currently **homestuck and genshin impact ** maybe. i dont really know. ) is at the time freely there so prob don't follow if your uncomfortable with that( btw also read https://twitter.com/knightofpheraee/status/1294102580256288774 this if your gunna follow request that account )- i make nsfw jokes sometimes ( i can tag this and tend to tag it as "suggestive" or "nsfw" )- i often space out and / or dissosociate. along with this, i sometimes randomly dissapear without a word and go offline sometimes at odd times where im usually online. this is due multiple things: the fact i daydream very often and sometimes those daydreams go so in depth that i literally fall asleep thinking of them or do... uh. other things. and the fact my sleep schedule is very wonky and changes pretty much per week. if this happens in the middle of a conversation or when i'd usually be there, assume its this unless stated otherwise.- i sometimes make jokes abt hating a certain group of ppl ( like cishet , white people , british people ) and like , if i make jokes like this its me clowning on specifically the bad parts of those groups. sometimes they arent even me criticizing the shitty people its just me saying smth purely as a joke ( eg ; "fucking hate british people /j" ) also most of the time they are jokes ! if u r any of these groups and arent like weird or shitty abt things ur fine.- if any of my interests are a trigger / squick of yours you should prob. blacklist their names and variations ( like acronyms and shortenings ) - but please tell me if an interest of mine IS a trigger of yours bc i will try my best to tag it or mention the ( acronym or full ) name of it so it gets picked up by blacklisted words. i tend to tag fandoms / medias that are commonly triggers for people like danganronpa n stuff even if none of my mutuals or followers have a trigger for it- semirelated, hate on my hyperfixations or bigger interests makes me uncomfortable . ( and by hate i mean genuine hate towards those who consume the content no matter who they are w/o a tone tag . criticism against the source media is fine because i also usually critcize the source media to some extent )i've literally gotten a headache over negativity over a hyperfixation and they generally fuck up my mood.however note that i do hold my hyperfixations accountable for the shit they did wrong and i dont hold back on that just because i like them.tl;dr please dont talk abt my hyperfixes ( or just interests sometimes ) negatively in front of or near me or at least tag it if you do. idk how to word it bc i dont mean tag criticism just like. if you genuinely hate my hyperfix ig- i can reclaim some slurs ( like the r-slur, q-slur, and the f-slur i think among probably others ), but i never really say slurs ( in public spaces at least ) due to just a general discomfort to most of them. i dont like slurs to be said around me but if you can reclaim them its fine! however the r-slur makes me very uncomfortable specifically. this carrd is helpful for learning abt wht slurs u can reclaim for mlm, wlw, and trans ppl, btw https://lgbtwords.carrd.co/if i ever say a slur i can reclaim i will tag it!!- i cant detect tone in text very well. you dont have to use tonetags on me, but i do ( or try to ) and it helps if you do for pretty much everyone since tone is generally hard to read thru text . its harder to read the tones of people i dont talk to often so its more encouraged then but isnt necessary- i swear a lot and i do not tag it ( unless its a specific swear word that i dont use a lot or smth?? )- and, i also tend to type in caps a lot when im excited or shocked or smth, if that makes you uncomfortable probably don't follow bc i do that really often- if i'm uncomfortable i'll usually add 3 commas to the end of something. ( like "sksmxs,,," ) its really really hard to straight up tell someone when im uncomfortable with something so i often do things like this instead. im trying to get better at this and standing up for myself in general though- if i forgot to tag something literally just tell me if its an original tweet of mine i'll prob just delete it and reupload it with proper tags, and i'll try to remember tht in the future! i need to qrt and tw things more often so im gunna try to do tht- i ramble. a lot. as seen in this carrd i list a bunch of shit that isnt necessary in order to avoid very specific situations because fuck man, anxiety sucks. its super hard to get me to stop talking abt smth once i start unless its making someone uncomfortable or something like that. i will also infodump abt my interests a lot- if you try to argue with me and your point is against my dni criteria or something unnecessary or you're just trying to start conflict with me for literally no reason, chances are i'll block you lmao. i don't have the energy to argue with people.if its genuinely trying to educate me though ( with something not against my dni criteria those are hard opinions i will likely keep for v long ), this won't be the case likely . but still in general i dislike and avoid conflict and i mostly post stuff i dislike or am angry abt on priv.

triggers + squicks

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persona

homestuck

oneshot

NiTW

PaSWG

talkin about ocs

deltarune

undertale

fnaf + blueycapsules + dsaf

kagerou project

cookie run

some animes

by the way the links in those images link to random images i find funny. all of them are tumblr textposts except the first 1MORE INTERESTS BUT IN TEXT FORM BC I RAN OUT OF ELEMENTS( bolded is ones i like a lot )
( if any of these are your triggers, and u follow me tell me! idm tagging )said this in a different part of this carrd, but if you do make a joke abt my interests ( specifically jokes that could be taken as hate or negativity ) please indicate the tone as its really hard for me to know if its actually sarcastic or a joke or negative or positive )

☆ CURRENT HYPERFIXATION(S) ☆

homestucki THINK this is a hyperfixation now. at the very least i hyperfixate on an oc x canon dynamic that was made due to a ponytown rp ( dirkpink lol ) and a few specific characters ( mostly strilondes ) so. dirk good. roxy good. dave good. hal good. rose good. dirkpink good. that is all.i still refuse to read the entirety of homestuck even if i am hyperfixating on it because holy shit it is so hard to read due to its inaccessibility and there are too many characters i dont care abt so i still read it by skipping arnd / only reading about the characters i likei also vaguely enjoy hs2 and ultdirk as well but acknowledge that theyre a flaming pile of shit because goddamn !genshin impactfun fact, this used to be my shortest hyperfixation at one month and then it miraculously came back. i am in fucking love with thoma now instead of kaeya and diluc like last time though. also one of my ocs ( mocha ) dates him in an rp lolalso i don't financially support the game / mihoyo in general. i just play sometimes. if you want my uid(s, i have like. 3 accounts ) just ask( i have raiden and hu tao thats about all thats notable abt my account . also mona on both my second and third alt can she please stop coming home </3 )

general things ( series, games, etc )- lobotomy corporation / library of ruina
- bugsnax ( god i fucking love this game and have watched like 5 playthroughs of it!! i love.. th em.. )
- animal crossing ( i have new leaf, new horizons, and happy home designer! fave villagers r bob, pietro, zucker, and stitches :] )
- parappa series + um jammer lammy
- pokemon ( if ur wondering i started with gen 4 and gen 4-5 r my faves! on like my first or one of my first playthroughs when i was a dumb kid i encountered a shiny geodude but i think i didnt save the game so i lost one of my few legitimate shinies... also i like a lot of the spinoffs Such As ; )
- pokemon mystery dungeon ( BIGGG comfort game... in the first game im a skitty, in the second im a shinx. i identify more with skitty cat go purrr but yeah JNSm. i have all of them including the remake, except GTI )
- tbh most pokemon spinoffs ( specifically ranger, stadium, pmd, and rumble. i lost my copy of rumble blast i miss it so much i hate the new free to play one )
- my little pony ( mlp ) ( never finished it but was in the fandom for a good while! might rewatch tbh i dropped off around season 5 or 6 and im making a lot more mlp ocs so. also mlp g4, specifically )
- splatoon
- kirby ( i only have superstar saga but i enjoy thm v much! esp epic yarn... )
- sonic ( i dont know much abt the lore but i do really adore the artstyle and character designs )
- drawn to life ( first game and the next chapter - the ds games only fuck the wii ones ) ( IT WAS A HUGE CHILDHOOD GAME 4 ME SO I GET SUPER NOSTALGIC ABT IT... )
- mario ( to an extent, its actually the popular nintendo thing i have the least interest in other than zelda but i still really like the designs n stuff )
- tbh most things made by nintendo i at least have a little bit of interest in?
- gregory horror show
- okegom ( dsp / watgbs / mogeko / etc ) but im heavily critical of these bc they have a lot of shit and also a lot of triggers so yea. i only rlly like the story concepts and designs
- minecraft ( the base game and maybe mods. not any dsmp motherfuckers )
- plants vs. zombies ( specifically 1, garden warfare and garden warfare 2 ! i also have both garden warfares on xbox 360 ( gw1 ) and ps4 ( gw2 ) . sunflower main mostly. i also watch a lot of pvz challenge videos theyre vv fun )
- earthbound / mother 3
- persona series ( 3/4/5 ) i have p5r but have so little motivation to play it. i will play it more one day though.
- tboi ( the binding of isaac )----MUSIC
( edited recently, i actually went thru my spotify this time. also note some of these ppl i might only know or listen to like two of their songs uhJSKMCSM )_____________- lemon demon ( modify... my trains... reagonomics.. spiral of ants.. fucking,, marketland.. KNIFE FIGHT.. they slap.. also aimkid good and i kinda started listening to more LD songs bc of thm and theyre an insp :D.. favorite albums r probably view monster and spirit phone )- bear ghost ( sirens and starkiller fuck )- mili- autoheart ( stalkers tango.. lent... <3 )- silver platters by les gold. yes i know this is a specific song i just really love it- shayfer james- jack stauber- vocaloid in general ( GHOST is the only one i cn rlly think of specifically rn. maybe also like uhh maretu )- tally hall / miracle musical ( lead singer for ( most of ) their songs is also apparently shitty. which fucking sucks )- i DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME- will wood and the tapeworms ( listened to literally every song in his discography, everything is a lot is my current favorite album. )- set it off ( look man i literally made my first main oc to nightcore of wolf in sheeps clothing so i will never forget that song )- ninja sex party ( said this before but used to have a crush on dan . i hate it here ( this aged badly but until things clear up m not listening to nsp ) )- get scared ( yes unironically, but also i only know like 2 of their songs )- 100 gecs- p!atd ( apparently lead singers kinda a shithead but not gunna unpack that bc i i don't know enough abt it. i dont listen to them too actively anymore like, at all though. so )- bo en ( I DONT KNOW HOW I MISSED HIM WHN I MADE THIS BC HE USED TO BE ONE OF MY TOP 4 FAVORITE ARTISTS.. bo en slaps so much... )- the blake robinson synthetic orchestra ( another case where i only know like two of their songs - an unhealthy obsession and blood and bones )- mother mother ( used to only know body from animation memes, but now i know a considerable bit more of their songs )- jack conte- the living tombstone ( absolute bangers only . drunk, the fnaf songs, the baldis basics song, my ordinary life, and a few others r my favorites )- caravan palace- ayesha erotica ( literal legend bops... but also APPARENTLY shes also shitty! cool! /s )- the orion experience ( ive listened to more of their songs that arent cult of dionysus, and obsessed with you fucks hard )- the scary jokes ( i have genuinely cried over community gardens . its so gentle but also it reminds me of how shitty i was treated in 2020 specifically lol . . . )- cavetown ( ONCE AGAIN. APPARENTLY LEAD SINGER IS SHITTY. DONT BE AN ASS IT ISNT THAT HARD )- a lot of fansongs tbh ( especially fnaf fansongs. fnaf fansongs go so hard. a lot of indie/horror game fansongs give me nostalgia . examples being join us for a bite, the one batim jtmachinima rap, minecraft parodys bc i watched a shitton when i was like 10 or 11, any tlt fansong, etc )- a good few musical songs ( examples being michael in the bathroom, dead girl walking among a few other heathers songs, and the ballad of sara berry if that even counts. i never or listened to the soundtracks of any of these in full though. f )- this is specific but like. all animation meme songs. mainly ones from 2017-2019 era- literally just anything on my spotify playlist i like u can ask for the link to the main playlist i listen 2 if u'd likeYOUTUBE STUFF
( yt series, channels, etc )
- hlvrai
- penny snapcube
- saltydkdan ( i rewatch a lot of his cut down livestream vids.. a LOT... they dont rlly get old JNDSKM )
- subjectively
- supermega
- gamegrumps ( not tht much anymore but yea. i used to have a crush on dan, god. ( esp due to. ongoing events ) )
- polygon
- shyguymask
- sinvicta/northernlion/bd1p/keelvin ( same spot bc i mostly watch all of them for tboi )
- hoodlumcallum
- wayneradiotv
- really freakin' clever
- pikasprey blue / yellow
- peanutbuttergamer
- honestly i dont keep up w/ markiplier or jacksepticeye much but i also used to watch thm around like 2016 a lot.
- simpleflips
- dawko
- grayfruit ( i usually put on streams while i draw n its usually either his or vinesauces or any interesting long videos i find )
- vinesauce ( vinny, joel, and rev )
- chuggaaconroy
- pokemonchallenges ( videogame challenge channels in general r fun rabbitholes i go down and zone out to a lot )
- detara ( talking abt videogame challenge channels lmao )
- jerma985
- hollowtones ( highly reccommend hollys psychonauts 1/2 and bugsnax playthroughs !! )
- how to cook that ( once again, similarly to videogame challenge videos i get lost in the rabbithole of foodhack debunking vids on this channel )
- juns kitchen
- gomotion
- failboat
- RTgame
- tetrabitgaming
- did you know gaming
- alpharad
- rubberross
- mish koz
- ODIseth ( mostly for the pmd randomizer series )
- jaymoji
- smallant
- wolfy playz
- quinton reviews
- caddicarus
- thejwittz
- truegreen7
- etc. theres prob a lot i missed bc tbh i watch a shitton of content and content creators and the ones i watch swap and switch a lot but might not really watch more than like 2 or 1 of their videos or smth. so.MISC- sounds weird but i kind of really love collecting tumblr shitposts?? if you need any ask me i have a channel in my private server dedicated to storing them
- scenecore, kidcore, arcadecore, punk, early 2000s ( internet and fashion ) , harajuku aesthetics etc. i am SUPER huge on scene aesthetics and im hopefully getting more clothes that match it soon!!! scenepunk rights!
- drawing and oc making ( obviously, also its technically on the list w/ images but just sayin it again... PLEASE rp with my ocs im begging y ) or talking abt my ocs ( please ask my ocs.. they have a tumblr blog its @askmybastardocs and i have a toyhou.se under knightofpherae if u wanna learn abt them.. )- ponytown! i go on it a lot more recently and just kinda vibe. if u see someone with a pony named smth like "shock" "doc. shock" "rock" "spark" "scrap" "pink" or "pitch" thts prob me. if you know my ocs, n u see them on pt, they are like. 100% me. i usually hang around by the party island boat hijacking rps with my friend dirk strider kinnie / blu- talking abt tht, roleplay; i prefer it in interactive mediums though like ponytown / derguntown / ashestown or ( this sounds weird but ) minecraft ( mc rp is actually rlly fun ( this was before dsmp was popularized i rped on minecraft a lot. fuck dsmp ) )- oversharing and rambling / ranting abt shit im passionate abt or like- and also listening to my friends ramble and talk to me abt their interests! may not reply all the time but i read ur rambles and i enjoy them- animating is FUCKING HARD n i wish i could convert all my super well done animations my dreams and daydreams make while im bopping to songs involving my ocs into youtube instead but anyways i can animate but i fucking hate animating but it is technically an interest- related, but animation memes / animation meme community. i want to make some one day but i suck at using vegas pro HUSJMSks- 16p / mbti - idk a lot abt it actually but a lot of my mutualz r into it so i might try 2 get into it... one of my ex-friends ( ex bc they had bad exclusionist beliefs against most of their friends identities and vagued me ) was really into mbti and studied it a lot so i mostly know stuff from them dghnjmsx- daydreaming - i do it a lot and often kinda. dissosociate. a lot. too. so djhbgcdnmk. daydream mes living his best life can i be that bitch insteadsmallant

Character interests ( read; fictional crushes that i daydream abt ) vary every now and then but my current one is dirk and thoma probably(??) . but its both a mix of a crush and im just generally attached to them bc my ocs date them in rps.

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KINS

( for a more detailed list of my kins, click the old kin list button. also bc i used all my elements so i physically cant add more here. note the old kin list is kinda outdated and i made it in like 2018 or smth )( also u can call me by kin names! although calling me kin names tht rnt english is kinda weird so i'd prefer if u dont call me like, kido, ibuki or yosuke, etc. bc im not japanese. so. )( most of my kins are comfort characters so if u send me images of them thnk u i die... )doubles are super epic and i dont kin v seriously, i mostly just kin if i relate to them a lot

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SELFHOODZ

i heavily identify with these.. even more than ids. like. me irls p much. more like what i want to be irl aesthetic/vibe-wise---
still ok w/ doubles 4 these! just note that i heavily identify with them or they give me a boost of euphoria :]

ID's

my main kins! also note that i kinda kin ( moreso project my own traits in some sense onto ) most of my ocs lmao i just dont put them here. def. more kins than the ones listed here but yea

POKEKINZ

theres an entire subsection dedicated to these because theres a fuckton

whats up gay peoplenote that i kin most of my sonas, and some of my ocs i just didnt put most of my sonas here..
i have a fuckton of pokekins. definitely more than r listed i just didnt wanna jam this thing FULL of kinz n imagez. also if one pokemon is here and its from a line of evolution chances r i kin all pokemon in that line, just whichever one is shown is prob the one i identify w/ the most. i collect pokemon kins like theyre - well. pokemon.
.i have comfort characters and all of my kins are ccs too, but uhh. i didnt feel like listing thm HSJMKAS i might edit l8r when i save images of all of my ccsim.. kinda too lazy 2 name all of the names of the characterz in imagez.. so .. ask if u wanna

----comforts
( if u send me images of these or do these i cry . also please send me images of these things when im upset 2 )- kaeya genshin impact
- dirk strider / roxy lalonde / dave strider / hal strider / the strilondes in general. good content of them makes me :) so . . . i also kin roxy ( any but hs2 just for the aesthetic matching me more ) and.. maybe hal but idk if i do or if i just find him funky. hal is swag either way
- sunsets
- images of just. pretty things in general. pretty aesthetic images too. i rlly like the images where its like a cool looking photo that fits an aesthetic like an 80s mall or smth
- things that fit my aesthetics ( clothes , images , moodboards , anything . also related but moodboards of my ocs or characters i like also make me very happy especially stimboards. )
- images of most animals tbh
- most any images of my kins
- images relating to my hyperfixations
- funny videos idk how to describe this one if u think it would vibe with my sense of humor send it 2 me . i do not mind being @'d in things u think i'd like at all
- uhhhh cats... im a catboy irl
- calling me by pronounz or an alias most ppl dont call me ( which is literally any 1 tht isnt aria )!!! most ppl just call me by alias / name when they refer to me. ESP NEOPRONZ NO ONE USES THM 4 ME N I THINK THEYD MAKE ME HAPPY..
- genuine appreciation and compliments i melt into a puddle of chocolate when i get genuine compliments and dont know how tf to handle my emotions </3
- NUDIBRANCHES NUDIBRANCHES NUDIBRANCHES!!! slugs and snails too!!! also sea slugs but thts a given!! I FUCKING LOVE THEM SO M UHCH,,,
- actually in general like really colorful or pretty animals. my favorite animals in general are cats, nudibranches / slugs / snails, snakes, and most any form of bird
- fluffy spiders. like literally if u google fluffy spiders i like all of those images in theory
- pics of my kins when theyre happy

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FRIENDZ

this is pretty outdated so if some @'s are incorrect dont bite me. i also have more than these i just dont actually update this carrd much nemore + keeping track of peoples @'s sucks .( the @'s are their @'s on twitter if theyre diff on other sites )
-close friendz!!
( bc i dont have a main friendgroup now f . a lot of these prob r old or get outdated very quickly . )
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-craske - @craske11jules - @hayliejadeoncp ( this @ also changed iirc i dont remember what to though )beth - ( p sure she randomly just dissappeared from all sites and cut contact w everyone in the friendgroup but i still consider her a friend so . no social media they r all deleted . . . <//3 )orin - no longer has a twitter iircsal - ( i forgot his @ tbh )dexio - @elite4lucian ( this is outdated like constantly </3 )zero / mighty - @Maitibondaniel - @shapelessDeityann - @Nibblemuffinblu - @callmeblu4 ( or nutzworth on a lot of sites ! ) ( also lmao dirk kinnie in denial . my main friend rn !! bc the rest of them drifted apart mostly bc friendgroup exfriends . they are the dirk rper from dirkpink and ultdirkmagna if youve ever heard me talk ab those . )mutuals
mostly putting ppl who ask 2 be here on this 1 or ppl who have me on their carrds@nendoakechi______///
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/______btw if u want to be my friend just hmu as long as u rnt in the DNI criteria... my discord server for ppl who like my stuff, friends, and just a casual server is in the FAQ of my about carrd i think.the only thing is like i prefer to talk to ppl in servers n stuff one on one dms make me anxious n kinda irritate me if theyre on discord so JSNkm

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